Childhood is a package of morals- twisted or straight. Religious education and stories, school education, self esteem studies, complex psychological growth full of hesitation, opinion and decision, suppression, etc…all lead to form what we call character. During youth, such elements are put into action and are enhanced with time; in addition, swinging confidence enriches lacking the ability to decide or being afraid of stepping further, as if one does not have the right to. And who the hell decides what my rights are? My society, my family, who?
Now as a grown up, I-with widely open eyes- raise a lot of questions in a new society and culture in an attempt to find myself.
As for the society, it is titled by: “keep your morals to portrait and seek the power to keep on growing”. This what makes one respected. The power is the scale. By default, I love knowledge and studying. To people and society, this is the power even though my scale is morals. With a childhood package as mine, I still can’t decide. I feel I have to do what they want before doing what I want. So with my passion to knowledge, I find myself connecting both: using my educational status and family pushes to what they want, to finally build my shield and achieve my own goals.
Eventually, everything seems to work in harmony, even though it may take a life time. It turns out that things always happen for a good reason and what is impossible in the present become definite in the future.
7 comments:
Lamiss, a PHD physics student from Lebanon, currently living in Germany.
A friend who has painted beautiful colors on my life book.
Thanks for your post dear Lamiss, you asked me to mention our friend Wafaa for helping with some corrections. Thanks Wafaa
Lamis!!!
hal2ad za3aly rkhis 3indik??!!!! u just did one of the most things that anger me...
your writing is great, I was glad you asked for my opinion, there were slight corrections I admit, but All were language errors and i think that what should matter is the idea itself , nothing else matters..(regardless of my own obsession when it comes to language) heheh..
Michael,
thanks for sharing such words, and WELCOME... it was my plessure..
Good to know Wafaa. You are welcomed to buy shares from my blog,you are welcomed to post/blog anytime you like :-)
As long as it brings joy to you then Iam glad I did it, and actually the motivation was both of you and wafaa. she encouraged me to write about this and it turned out to be cheerful. Thank you khatchoo, and wafaa
Michael, maybe I didn't make my words clear enough. I didn't mean the writing itself, I merely meant the part mentioning the help and corrections. Anyways, haidi 7sebi fiya ma3 Lamis.
BTW, I would be honored to buy shares from your blog or post to it..
I understood your point :-) Regarding the shares though, we have a deal. So when will we visit Stuttgart?
I didn't know you are planning to visit Stuttgart too... I still don't know the answer to that, seems I didn't study well.. heheh. I hope I will know soon.
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