He and I

We live in this world; we came to life as twins, he and I. But we were different. He was my advantages and I was his disadvantages. We lived together in spite of our differences and we were glad in each other. He always tried to help me in thinking positively and was a light in my dark days.
We shared many things and my head was never calm because he never stopped talking, but it was just fine with me. I knew that he did this just to make me happy and optimistic. Together we experienced good and bad days, summers and winters, springs and autumns. He used to love it when he understood my thoughts, used to listen with joy and never hesitated to give his advice when was needed.

"Grow up": once he said to me, ”look into the future, let free your feelings, let your soul fly in this world. Break the thick wall of fear between you and society". He taught me to be kind with others, warm and generous." One must continue even if one falls, loses or becomes sad. Man is not lazy and always tries to be hard worker especially in his teen age years. But there are unexpected circumstances that make one stop.” This was his motive.

On my 16th birthday I decided to end our relation, because he was still a kid. I decided to face life alone. I fought and still fighting alone in this world but I am lonely and miss him.

He will never leave me alone. He lives in my heart, and I can still hear that boy shouting in my past's playground. He shouts, laughs and I cry. I wish I can go back in time and hug him till eternity. He will always be in me because... he is me